bribes?

whats next? one should do what one is best in.
Alto looked at his hands, then the ceiling.
And there was a long aching emptiness.
I franly don't think I can do anything better than the average person in the street, but probably have more defaults. Not even vices. Just defaults.
One should be honest with oneself; it's the intention, not the result.
I just want to leave. The whole place, life, me.